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After a long day of work, sitting down in front of the computer with clean clothes and cooling surrounding just feels AWESOME! Oral's finally over, I'm so glad and can contented that the conversation was about shopping.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! What can I say? I'm born to shop!
Tommoro's gonna be another working day.. I'm starting to love slacking at home. In the past, I can't stand being at home doing nothin for the whole day. I'll start going bonkers, therefore I work and work and work till I've lost all my precious teenage times. But now! I hope life can be like this forever! Despite the fact that I'm only working 2 days a week, I'm so reluctant to go for work. God oh god, please bless me with the fortune to be a Tai- Tai!
Freaking ass Jia Hao commented that I put on weight when everybody's complimenting that I've slimmed down! To hell with him, I should just believe the majority.
An idea struck me recently. I can ask Jassie to go for my composition examinations! Apparently, they don't look at the picture of your IC. Since Jassie can write so much better, its worth a thought.
And last but not least, we're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo, how about you, you, you? Jassie, Ying, Kel, Jimmy and I are going to night safari. I'm so excited for the trip. And the rest of them have never been to the night safari.. Poor kids with bad childhood. I rekon nobody loves them.. HAHAHA. Should update after we've gone there. Oh! Its our 7Th anniversary on that day. I love them to bits..
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Hi all! Its been a freaking long time since i last blog. For the sake of my exams, and to practice typing.. I'm gonna blog AGAIN! So lets start off with some updatas..
My b'day's just over, bb's too bought him a addidas watch which costs a BOMB. Fortuantely i manage to get a discount at the last minute.. Haha. I'm currently working at Punggol Park, a restaurant with nice ambience. I'm addicted to Maple and I have 3 charcters. Just went to Bird Park to have a recollection of childhood.. Haha! Studying very hard in order to get into poly, guess i can commit sucide if i don't get into one. Hmm.. wat else? Oh! I must introduce my daughter, Jipsy. Thank god for bringing her into my world. She's the most beautiful puppy i've ever seen and ever thought of having. She lightens my world and I LOVE HER!
Alright lets see some pics yeah?
Celebrating My B'day With My 2 Precious
Flowers from BB on my B'day
At Bird Park obviously
My princess!
Thats about all! Guess i'll continue blogging at least b4 my exams ends! xp Pls be kind enough to let me know if there's any wrong usage of lauguang/spelling tenses and blah blah.. Thank You!
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最后的故事
我们又闹翻了. 突然的,无声的. 没想到那次会是我们最后的席. 从来都没有这么复杂的感情. 复杂得连我自己都迷失了. 是我有亏于他. 我知道自己欠他的太多了,又知道自己没法补还. 郁闷.. 好郁闷.. 他是我最不想失去的人, 却有是我最没能力挽留的人..
没资格.. 我根本没资格要求什么. 能曾经有过他已经是人生中的福份了. 他离开一定是为自己好. 我有何必糟蹋了呢? 失望.. 失望那天没看到他. 期待..期待着他的电话.. 就算只是在电话中的祝福. 他没来电.. 我 知道问题就要降临了.. 我知道大事不好了. 我知道他不可能忘记. 必定是有意避开. 可是为什么呢?..
几天过了,还是无声无息. 我没怨他, 因为我知道很可能就要结束了. 我不敢问原因.. 我怕他开口说狠我. 所以只能默默的在心里发酸.
两年前我们认识. 初几次见面是他在陪着我读书, 预备考试. 如今也是考试期间.. 两年前没想过两年后会蜕变成着样. 两年后没想到两年前会是现在的珍贵回忆.
是否他也在天天守候着我? 像我天天期盼着他一样. 或者我早在他心里销声匿迹了. 我们的点点滴滴是否还在他心里? 像在我心里留下的烙印.
也许他现在少了我着个累赘,他逍遥得很. 反正我只会带给他无穷的痛处, 就大方的成全他吧.. 何必做无畏的挣扎, 继续自私呢? 只是我要如何按捺我心中的思念..
他选择这样一定有他的苦衷. 只要他会快乐我也欣慰了. 好想一直这样写下去.. 让我们的故事永远编着. 好想不用画上这句点. 最后为我们的故事, 为你献上我最深的祝福.. 最心诚的歉意.. 对不起, 遇到我是你这一身中的错.. 错过你是我这一身中的悔. 往后我只会用思念, 刻着爱你的碑...
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All About Love
Hmm.. Can anybody here define love? I can!!
Love is when..
Erm...
Yup..
And I jux found out tat...
I forgot...
Cause no love has ever lasted...
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Broken Family
Should I say i'm so fortuante to be in Singapore to have such a good and responsible parents? Mah family in china is going through hell lotsa trouble.. Firstly mah parents are both having affairs.. I mean its like wtf? Remember when i last went back( in may 2005) they're like having so much problems dealing wif their business already.. So y still have affairs man?!! Now natuarally business has worsen.. Add on, mah younger sista can't get into high school.. Tats means they had to pay lotsa money so tat she can get into one..(by backdoor) And causing my elder sista to have to stop university..
Everythin's in a mess.. Mah poor sistas are suffering there.. Wats wrong wif my family!! It could have been a cosy, sweet and warm one.. Can't imagine mah parents are like tat.. Totally ruin the image of them in mah heart.. I swear I'd nv go visit them again!!
Can you imagine? Living in a house tat parents don't come home at night.. I mean you'd rather they not coming home.. Cause there would be fights and all sorts of nonsense.. When your father threaten to hit your mum because your mum quarrelled with his WORKER? Or your mum bringing her man home to recuprate from his injuries and cleans his body for him everyday.. Who noe's wat they actually do??!! Wat about your mum landed in hospital and went for operation for almost one month but daddy nv visited her once?? Nono.. I jux can't imagine tat..
Mah sista must be real miserable.. I'm gonna take her here.. Using all sorts of way.. Can't let them suffer the sin's of our parents.. Breaks mah heart to see such thing.. Wish I was there to go through all these with mah sistas.. Hang on.. I promise i will help ya out.. Jux hang on..
This is wat happens when there's no love.. I conclude there's not a bit of love between mah parents at all.. Think they're a lil bit mature at all??!! Fugg of.. Don't make us suffer the sins tat you two are making..
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Mah elder sista.. Not gonna let her sweet face smudge with tears everyday..
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Happy Birthday Mah Most Beloved Kor Kor!!
Its Dion's adn Jingxiang's B'day today!! And Roy's yesterday.. Well Happy B'day All!! But very very fugging sad tat i can't make it to your chalet.. But still wanna wish my one and only korkor very happy birthday to ya!! And I'm really sorry can't make it to your brithday.. And I love you so much!! MUACKX!!! Take A look below for the egg tart I baked for Dion..
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Yummy Yummy..
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Can't Understand Y is everyday a boring day??!! Goin off to work soon.. Really having sleepless nights these few days.. Think i'm down wif Think-Too-Much dieseas like wat Ying said.. Been thinking of everythin.. Will i pass my o's? If one day i die, hu will cry? Hu will still be by my side ten yrs down the road? Y are pple born wif good life and not mi? Y must i be so different from pple of the same age? Why? WHy? and WHY?! And the question tat makes mi really sick of living is " WAT ARE WE LIVING FOR?"
Let me put it in this way, from the day we are born we learn lots and lotsa things.. Then we go to sch and study like fuck.. For wat? For jux a fuckin piece of paper -- certificate.
And Y do we wan to get the certificate so much? So as to have a better paid job.
So Y do we need a better paid job? So as to have money enough to feed ourselves and maybe our family.
Then Y do we wanna feed ourselves? So tat we won't die of hunger.
So Y dont we wanna die of hnger? So tat we can carry on living. Am I right so far?
So the next Question is -- Y do we wanna carry on living? Yeah and i'm stuck here.. Could anybody pls tell mi y? Some pple may ans, "We live on to be happy lor." But are u sure u are really happy? Yeah.. And tats where every single one gets stuck.. So does tat mean I can go n die? Cause I forgot when was the last time happiness visited.....